Wednesday, July 5, 2006

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"Believing in God is good, you know? I helped a lot when your grandfather was sick, gave me strength.

"Mom ... do you really think God did that for you? Why attribute this great merit to something that does not even know, instead of otorgártelo yourself? If not for you, God would not have achieved anything. absolutely nothing. "I

I mean, Esthercita. I felt how I helped. Whenever I went to the hospital, went before the chapel, and asked him to give me strength to tell your grandfather all those lies about how good it was going to get treatment. He did not ask to heal him, because he knew that was impossible. But he helped me stay out whole, but cut me off por inside. It helped me to cheat, and do a little happier.

"But was not God, Mom. Just your faith what made you keep walking. It was just that illusion, the power to believe in something. There are people who believe in Allah, people who believe in God, or Buddha, or in reincarnation. Some people only believe in itself. But the only thing that unites all these people is belief. Are different realizations of the same sentiment. Of faith .

But do not blame you, Mom. Everyone needs to believe in something, everybody needs to imagine a light at the end of the road to accept that there also ends its destination. Although the light does not exist. White lies sprout like weeds in their boundaries, but it's much better to think of que are beautiful flowers, flowers that make the trip much more enjoyable, flowers intoxicate your senses and get you close your eyes while you keep walking, walking, always walking, always forward.

But sometimes, just sometimes , this weed invades the way, entangled in your feet. Then open your eyes, finally. Open them all at once, violently, and burst lashes butterflies, rotting in strips of faded dreams. And you never get back again to smell the aroma of the flowers, because you discover that are full of thorns everywhere. It is horrible, the worst thing that could happen, because you exist, exist as it is as if you stopped there. From that moment, your whole life sn it, when you yourself are the architect of its falsity? do not blame you mother, and now I feel bad for having said all that stuff. Because I have no right to question your illusions, they exist only because I lost. Continues to believe in what you want, still keeping the faith in the God who helps you when you need it, but above all, keep believing in yourself. Because even when you lose faith in yourself, then ... then you have lost all

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